My thoughts exactly. I adore him still… but it was so draining. The whole thing just… I loved the highs and I hated the lows and now I don’t know what to feel about anything. Nuns can become nuns even after having sex, right? Do priests roll the same way? We’d make really awesome priests.
Except you can’t. There’s not a way in this universe to shut me up.
We would make terrible priests!
Oh, I think there is.
Hmp. And you’re not getting into a relationship with him, ever. I guess he is better than us, though. We’re sexier and everything, but he’s… better.
Never. You’re going to have to make me.
Right now I don’t know if I’m going to get in a relationship with anyone again, ever. I’m not sure I’m really made for it.
When you’re done with Mr. Kazoo, perhaps I will.
Well, alrighty then. Sex doesn’t necessarily mean that you’d be dragging him into your problems. It’s just sex, you know.
… Jealousy is a very sexy colour on you.
Jeff’s not like you and me, Bas, and I don’t mean that in a bad way. He’s not better than us, but he’s a lot more innocent. Almost sort of.. pure. I don’t think he’d want a no strings attached arrangement and I wouldn’t ask it from him.
… silence, ingrate.
You’re less boring now, if it helps. I’ve shaped you into a fine old man.
Thank you so very much.
Good. Just.. good.
If you want to fuck him, it’s okay. I’m not about to threaten him with an axe if I find out you did anything. Oh, shut up. I know you mean it more than I did.
I think he’s very sweet.. and cute.. but I don’t want to corrupt him like that, and I certainly don’t want to drag him into my problems any more than he’s already in them just by virtue of being my roommate. And I actually didn’t mean it at all. I hope Jesse’s a terrible fuck and you have a miserable time with him.
And I am enjoying any amount of warmth I can get. I’m great, how are you doing Hunter?
And is today more of an indoor or an outdoor day for you? Good to hear. I’m doing well, just getting ready for dinner and a movie. What are you up to this Saturday night?
Mhm. Obviously I was being very slow that day.
That sounds about right.
I’m pretty sure I called you boring within a day of knowing you.
It took you a whole day?
Don’t be an asshole.
Seriously.. have fun tonight. I mean it.
I’m not sure I know how that’s done.
I will. Jeff’s really excited. You have fun too…. I sort of mean that.